I tend to feel guilty about everything. It definitely runs in the family, and thus is probably a learned trait.
I am ready to make some fairly significant changes in my life and yet I feel stuck because I worry about how these changes will impact other people. I care about the people with whom I interact on a regular basis and I realize that if I am going to make a drastic change in my life, they too will experience change that they may or may not be ready for. Basically, I guess I am worried that pursuing my passions will cause others to experience anxiety and discomfort. I am also concerned that I am not keeping up my end of a deal made many months ago and have doubts that if I take a chance I will fail.
I am aware that the anxiety, stress, and guilt I am feeling may not be reasonable…they are likely my Ego interfering with my natural flow. In spite of this awareness I continue to struggle with taking the next step towards change. What am I so afraid of and why do I chose to hold onto this guilt? I could use some input from my WordPress family…
How do you let go of something when your heart knows it’s time to move on, but your mind tells you that you should hold on?
Note to Self:
Seriously, K give it up!